Like yourself. There’s no reason not to!
Today, I am actually going for my mammogram. And I have an appointment for tomorrow morning with Dr. Hightower, my chiropractor. I’m still feeling a little achy and out-of-sorts from our whipping around, and running off the road into the median, outside of Winnemucca, Nevada. I still feel like it was a miracle that we are okay. I honestly felt like angels picked our truck up and set it gently down. We were really out-of-control there, and then it felt like we were being cared for. If that wasn’t real, it sure felt like it was. Oddly, I feel like my mom was there. Whether true or not, that’s the strong impression that I feel.
I am just so upset every single day. I don’t want to be here. I want to get out and live my own life. I have to shake this. I know that I can not have what I want. I am so torn. I want to scream and I want to cry. But, what good would it do. I want to feel positive. I’ve got to figure out how to make this work for both of us.